From zero to hero
'Sometimes people have to cry out all the tears in order to make room for a heart full of smiles.'
I used to think that crying's a sign of weakness and I refused to cry no matter what. I wanted to act strong. But now I realize that crying's really good, at first you can't talk properly, you can't breathe, your heart beats at an abnormal speed. But when it all ends, you take a deep breath and you feel better, or at least I feel stronger, I can breathe again and that tiny little hope crawls back telling me that things may be alright afterall. I like that moment, I need more of those moments.
Had been really long since I sat down and share my thoughts with my mom, and I guess I broke down and cried like a baby to her. I've never ever been hurt in this way, 've never ever experience heartache like that, 've never ever love someone so much, 've never ever hold on to someone so tightly, 've never ever fight for someone so hard, 've never ever wanted someone to stay so badly. Yeah I don't know what to do. I will stay strong or at least continue acting strong :)
No more lies please, no more lies. I don't know how much more can I take. I'm putting all my trust, faith and hope in this one last chance.
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