Keep moving on;

Hey there. Gosh, it seriously sucks to be sick, I kinda missed one whole week of school, have to catch up with many things. But yah at least I got more time alone to think through stuff. Sent my brother to NS on friday and suddenly realised that we had really grown up, not that two lil kids anymore. Yes, i'm sixteen, certainly sounds like a four-letter-word to me. I think I dont like sixteen, hate the stress that is coming from o'lvls, hate leaving my friends when school ends. But, I think I like sixteen too, being older gives you more rights, like to do more nc16 stuff, get more hold of my life and perhaps do what I like, more matured. Whatsoever, I've come out with this year's goals/aims and motto. I'm gonna make 2009 great with no regrets.

1) L1R5 below 8 for o'levels. ( I know I can do it if i want, and yes i want that 8 points badly)
2) Spent more time with my family, cherish them and love them more.
3) Get a clearer view of who my true and close friends are (like rena, joychow, minjiepeiyingshinyiretardedmarias, zhiyuncheyennehuimin, 3906), love them more.
4) I think I don't need a boyfriend at this point of my life, gonna save the heartache. Friends are better.
5) Learn how to be independent, don't rely on anybody and not to be so emotional. Stop crying everytime alone.

Okay finished :D I like my goals for this year hahaha. Anw motto for 2009

Be happy, keep moving on keep holding on. I will be fine (:

Anyway i seriously miss my brother like crazy, i'm going insane. No, not that kind of relationship whereby I start to cherish only when he's not around. I've love him for fifteen years of my life, now going on to sixteen. I want you to be with me when i'm going through one of the hardest period in my life, i need you. Come back soon will ya, I love you.