When you said nothing at all;

Have you ever felt so bad before? Felt like there's no more reason to live on, to hold on, to move on? Regretted the very moment after you had done something, or simply hope that you weren't there in the first place? Waking up in the middle of the night just to find that you've been crying again, staying hours in front of the tv but nothing goes into your mind. It's really tired to keep the smile up there, acting happy, acting strong.

Thanks joychow, thanks girlf, don't worry i'm alright (: Will update some time soon. Anw bestfriend when's our date huh. And should I go to work on fri? Oh yah and I feel like playing with rubber duckky again HAHA

I'm sorry, cause I think I just kinda lose the touch again. Hey where's the love, yo.